Thursday, January 26, 2012

I guess I'll find out in 17 days.






I had a dream a few nights ago that really made me think.

I dreamt that I had been in some sort of accident and the accident had killed me,
however for some reason I had a certain amount of time to stay on this earth with my
body still intact. I told the people that I loved that it was so, I made decisions to go 
places that I can't go because of where I am in my life right now, and I was
very happy. 

Until I woke up..

I woke up and I didn't quite snap out of my dream for a few minutes, I was
absolutely terrified. I cried and I thought of all of the people I was leaving.

I've been thinking a lot about the things that I did in my dream, because usually
in dreams we do very irrational, nonsensical things that have no place in reality.
This dream was realistic in the fact that the things that I carried through with 
are things that I truly desire in real life.

I don't know what that means, but I've been very thankful this week, and I'm trying to
make everyone in my life feel loved.

love always,

Jacob


First two film photographs are that of my own, including the portrait of myself at the end.
The rest are collected from inspirational blogs and random places.

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